Snickermallows

"This month definitely kicked me in the butt". Man, this was a tough month for me. So many unexpectedly beautiful moments were so quick to be coupled with feelings of loss and failure. New hopes and dreams that felt like another try at love, joy or connection just didn't end up settling and I guess when I look at it, they were never really meant to. They were just new opportunities to experience, feel and do more than just exist. Another stroke to this textured masterpiece called life. Another chapter in the story and another snapshot of life stashed away in my mind's gallery. I find it so funny how on the outside it may seem or even feel like you're doing everything wrong. You have to make decisions that hurt and make you question if you even know what you're doing, but...the game changer for me has been choosing to accept and relieve myself of the responsibility of doing it "right". "Right" is so subjective to each individual. When I tell myself that I'm not in control for a reason, I'm finally able to understand that God's plan for me and my life is so much bigger, better and just more than what I could ever make it with my own hands. I choose to cling to that. It means I don't have to expect myself to do the right thing and instead just do my best and follow where my soul feels at peace. Whether it makes sense to my head or feelings. As long as I'm at peace I get to enjoy the moment without expectation or fear of the future:) Maybe you get me and hopefully you feel a little less alone when you have a tough month too. Keep you're head up.

Now go put on a cozy sweater and bake these buttery little goodies that are absolutely smothered in gooey little marshmallows to warm up that beautiful body of yours<3

1 Cup of butter/margarine melted

2 Cup of flour

2 Cup of sugar

1 Tsp cinnamon

1 Egg

1 Tsp baking powder

1 Cap of vanilla

1. Melt butter and cream with sugar, vanilla and then add in the egg and mix until smooth.

2. Next add in the flour and baking powder, whisk until crumbly.

3. Then fold the mixture with a spatula until smooth and it starts to ball together.

4. Freeze for about 10-20 min depending on your freezer.

5. Ball up and toss in cinnamon sugar.

6. Preheat oven and bake at 350 F for about 15 minutes.

7. Add in the marshmallows on the tops at the 10 min mark and let bake the rest of the 5 minutes.

8. Let fully cool and enjoy.

"Miracles do not in fact, break the laws of nature". C.S Lewis